Insomnia's Watch

 

CTRL + ALT + DELETE

If you could reset your life to the beginning... would you?
If you could hit "Ctrl-Alt-Del" and have your life reboot.
All of your mistakes would be erased.
All of your problems deleted.
Would you do it all over again?

No painful divorce.
No back pain from a car accident.
No regrets.
With just a push of three little buttons...
You could have a fresh start.

A new you.
A second chance at life.
What you've always wanted.

80 more years to stay on Earth.
Touching, breathing, talking, loving.
Cool air, seductive whispers, born anew.
Making your own fate.
If you could do it again, would you?

If you did do it again...
Would you do it right?
What if you went left this time.
And it was worse than right.
What if something went wrong.

This time you never made it home.
The second chance is over at age 9.
No more wife, no more children
No more future, no more past.

It's your choice.
Will you go?
Or will you stay?

Mute

I Can Write Down Her Name
I Can Write Down My Feelings

My Thoughts, My Words,
They're All There.

I Just Can't Open My Mouth.

I'm Afraid That They'll Fall on Deaf Ears.

Denying Myself

She's Right Over There
But I Can't Tell Her
That The Feelings
I've Always Wanted
Are There; When I'm With Her
But I Can't.
I'm Weak.
I Can Never Let Her Know How I Feel.
I am Afraid.
Afraid, She Won't Feel The Same Way...
About Me.

Hyde

She is perfect on the outside,
Twisted by a past.
Torn in half,

Dr. Jekyll,
and her mind.

Killing Time

Half full,
half empty,
or just plain spilled.

What really matters,
is the time you just killed.

Awkwardness: The Stale Air Between Greetings

Why Can't I Ask Her Out?
The Worst She Can Say is "No."

What Then?
Can We Still Be Friends?

She Knows I Have Feelings For Her,
And I Know She Has None For Me.

I Don't Want to Lose What We Have Right Now.
What Do We Have Right Now?

The Closest Thing I Can Have Without Courage.

Courage.  Will.  Strength to Ask A Simple Question.

Why Can't I Muster This?

Fear.

Fear of the Truth.

Fear of the Future.

12:42am... 12:43am... 12:44am...

Time... Time... Time...
Ticking away...
Time is always ending...
Taking away everything...
Today will be yesterday...
Tomorrow will soon be forgotten...
The future will soon be our past...
Taking us with it...

To a place where time has no meaning.

What it is

Is it Love?
Or Lust?

Is it Sex?
Or Companionship?

I'll Never Know.
Another Missed Opportunity...

Negative Reaction


Who Am I to Understand?
Why Can't She See Me,
As I See Her?

I Fear the Truth.
So, I'll Never Seek it.

Is it Better to Live With:
"What Could've Been"
    or
Knowing that It Couldn't.

Never Knowing

Why would she know?
I could never tell her.
How could she know?
I was afraid of what she might say.

I would stand up for her honor.
I would be her hero.
Fight any foe, man or creature.
But I could never tell her how I felt.

Why would she know?
I could never tell her.
How could she know?
I was afraid of rejection.

I used to talk and flirt.
Always hiding my true feelings.
Thousands of rehearsals.
Millions of opportunities.

But she will never know,
I never told her how I felt.

Goodbye

Her eyes drew me in,
her lips caught my breath.
I felt suspended,
between life and death.

I couldn't move,
all was still.
I was stuck in her web,
caught in a silent thrill.

Soft and gentle,
no time passed by.
This was no ordinary kiss,
it was a kiss goodbye.

Back in 2 Minutes

What Should I Do?
What Should I Say?
There's No Time Left To Think...
What Will I Do?

Nothing.

Linear Thoughts

All through our lives, we are so worried about the time.
It seems that everyone has to know "the time."
Clocks and watches tell us the time.
But what really is time?
Are minutes and seconds time?
Or is time nothing more than a phrase, like "what is the time?"
People are so preoccupied with time, that they "never have the time."
Was is it worth?  This master called time.
We live so linear, the only important thing is time.
Seconds are ticking away, so spend them wisely, this time.
Just think of the last thing you just did... Was it worth the time?